Self-written poem

Been a long time since i posted since i've been hooked on tumblr :P Anyways here's my poem :)

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Keep thy slithering stinging tongues.
Share not thy piercing words-
or sweet melodies shall escape chords.
Doth remember?
The soul that once bore purity?
T'is tainted now.
Oceans shan't cleanse it.
T'is insanity!
Murder on humanity!
Nay! Speak no more!
Share not they piercing words.

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Okay, basically I wrote this poem right after the 1st line popped into my mind out of the blue. So I didn't stop writing till I thought it was done. Short and simple.

The poem merely demonstrates how much I detest people who bad talk others and like doing so. The whole purity thing is actually about innocence that people once had whereby they would not speak ill of another human being.

Old english can be seen as I quite like and appreciate it. Hehe~ ^_^

Anyways, do feel free to comment. It will be appreciated :)

Cheers to my friend Cherry (:

You inspire me with your meaningful lyrics and awesome guitar skills. Love always, Janice (:

Random story

As i keep on running towards the goal that seems impossible, I do not wish to stop but i have to as i need to take a deep breath again.

Then as if lightning struck, i wish upon a star again for what i hoped for two years ago. It was when I first met this ever-bright light which seemed to always illuminate my heart. After every heartache, every pain, every sorrow, i come back to this light in hopes of a better tomorrow.

I know its probably futile but I just keep wishing on this light in hopes that it will accept me one day eventhough its turned me down once before.

Tumblr

I have a tumblr now. Still figuring out how to use it properly tho :P

http://bruneianturtle.tumblr.com

Single and available!

Forget dating life, this girl's gonna live life free. RAWR~ XD

Don't know why i even dated. Only makes me think and worry too much. Better to just take everyone as friends (:

C'est la vie~ ^^

Thinking too much?

Reconciliation can be an easy thing for one and hard for some. I do believe in it. I have asked for forgiveness before and prayed for it to come. I have managed to get forgiveness and haven't as well.

Most recently tho, I am glad to share with you readers that i rejoice over the fact that i managed to gain forgiveness from someone who i still hold dear to me =')

Let time take its own pace. Nothing is wrong with that. Remember those memories? The sleepovers? The secrets and moments shared? How we helped each other through tough times? All those good times we shared? I do (:

There was a time when everything was crystal clear and then it was fogged momentarily. But I would like to see it crystal clear again. In fact, i would like to see it spotless =)

My latest facebook msg made me smile (:
Knowing that I have a chance to make things right again. Thank you ^^

Gonna be epic!

STEP UP 3D



OH YES!!! Who can't wait for this movie right? After Step Up and Step Up 2 , i bet tons of people are anticipating this movie. I know i am (:

And anyone remember this blast from the past? PCK!!!! Coming soon in theatres :P

A movie i watched twice

I give it a three thumbs up if i had an extra thumb :P

I first watched "Inception" with Barry, Geo and Howard. Then watched the 2nd time with Fina and Rachel (:

And last week i watched Despicable Me with fina, rach and farah. AWESOME!!! :D

Another story :)

When a calm breeze suddenly converts into an enormous gust of wind, you know you have to be wary eventhough you may not be able to avoid it. This is what I believe I felt like when-for a split second. I knew I was about to get injured.

As the cool breeze blew my onyx hair, it seemed to sway happily. My stomach fancied a meal that would bring it rapture. My hands worked away at finding the utensils and ingredients needed for the concoction I was about to brew, while some parts of my body remained idle such as my legs.

My stomach expressed its yearning for its desire which tested my patience.

"I'm done cooking! Happy?" I bellowed in my mind.

The rumbling subsided which informed me that it was content. I strained the dish as the bubbling liquid was of no use. I hummed a playful tune which would cause my brother to proclaim that a dying cat would have sounded better.

As I ventured towards the obscurity that was named a sink, it was too late. It happened. Just as the strength of the breeze turned into what I had thought to be a hurricane, I lost my balance and spilled the bubbling liquid on my hand.

Images of my hand distorting flashed into my mind for what had seemed to be an eternity of nightmares. God had slapped me awake and I rushed to save my ever faithful tool by rinsing it with cold water and then placed a cold piece of meat to rest idly on it. After all, my hands have always helped me through pleasant moments such as consuming burgers and unpleasant moments such as when the call of nature arrives.

The stings seemed never-ending but as I was home alone, there was no point in screaming in agony so I committed the inevitable. I...took a nap.
(315 words)

This feeling I wish I could overcome

Pictures speak louder than words



Why is it that you're the only one I miss like crazy eventhough i've just seen you? I've just seen you yesterday but I want to see you everyday. I wish I could. I wish every moment would just last forever. I wish father time would always be on my side when i'm sitting with you. I wish you would stop making me miss you so :(

I sound emo and cheesy now but thats who i am. Live with it ben dan :P *warning* I can be the jealous type and i don't like sharing. That applies to food as well :P Unless i'm in a really good and generous mood. Hehe~

I've opened my heart again after so long so don't let me close it again Po! xD

When I look at you then I remember "Oh yeah, that's why" and i let out a huge turtle-ish smile. Because a moment with you reminds me of how much love there is in the world (:





=)

Awesome day (:

Today after music society, i got dropped off at gadong and watched predators. It was a cool movie. However my friend and I did not get to see the ending as nature called at the last few minutes of the movie :P

We then proceeded to escapade to meet up with other mates. Hard to believe a bento was enough to bloat my tummy~ :P
After dinner, we went to Geo's house to watch a movie. We watched "Deadline" first but it was too boring so we changed it to "Karate Kid" =)

Karate Kid is awesome! :D I really enjoyed watching it for a second time with the same person i watched it with the 1st time =p
We had an enjoyable time~~~~~~~~~ ^_____^

Sadly the day had to end when my mum came to pick me up.

All in all, it was an awesome day (:

A song for charity ~

Through the evergrey mist,
they push through with their fist,
though their troubles never seem to fade.

Situations may seem grey,
but thats no reason to be melancholy,
as there is always hope,
and no time to mope.

Though they are poor,
their strength is shown with a roar,
but only for so long,
as these thoughts can no longer prolong.

There are people dying,
while we're all living,
without much care,
is that fair?

There's still time to be bold,
no time to be cold,
so make haste,
there's no time to waste.

If your heart is true,
and your soul is pure,
donate to charity,
as it can give you clarity.

Completely original by me (:
( copy right ) xD

Short poetry by me (:

Life

Life is but-
a turbulent journey.

A never ending ride of;
pleasure and pain,
smiles and frowns.

A wish for everlasting splendor
that may never be.
A wish for forever wonder
that may be.

Friend

A friend you shall always be
never leaving me be.
Truly a friend indeed,
whenever i'm in need.

Smile and Frown

A smile is but a line-
an upward arc;
that lights up your day.
Whereas a frown is but a line-
a downward arc;
that darkens your day.

First ever Wheel-a-thon

I was asked by Chynna to go for this wheel-a-thon with Sabrina and Barry. However, they decided that hanging out around JP was more fun. HECK YEAH! It most definitely was :P

So we hung around, fell, did crazy stuff ( i.e. ripping our pants from doing cart-wheel *looks at sab* hehe~ ) , played with roller blades and scooters, etc....

Someone was very smart. going down a slide with roller-blades on :P
Barry's mum sent me home. Cool woman 8) Thank you Barry's momma~! XD

I took a nap when i reached home. Not enough sleep because the night before i went to a Gawai celebration till 11pm+ then had to wake up at 5.30am so i could go to Jerudong Park at 6.30am because someone told me to go there by that time =.=

Thanks for making me wait a half hour before one of you arrived -.-

Oh well~ It was fun while it lasted tho xD

Outing again with you guys yesh? =3

2nd test for EAS in MD

I was kinda sleepy and it was a surprise test so I hope you guys like it. My teacher liked it but i still got a "D". Oh well~ Just gotta improve :) Alright, read on! xD


It was like any other normal evening- or so I thought. Little did I know that I would be a victim, caged like a wild yet silent beast.

In search of someone, anyone. I braved the sea of clothes in my room. There was not much I could use; for a wild beast like myself, as most of my senses failed me. It was difficult to survive the sea of turbulence but i somehow managed with extreme determination. I had to find life. Even in my subconscious, I knew and believed that somewhere in this cage lurked a living person. I may be unfortunately young but I had enough courage and curiosuty to pull me through any obstacle like the brave lion.

"Aaarrggg....! This is taking forever!" I bellowed.

However, perseverance kept me going. As every second on my mickey mouse digital watch passed by annoyingly slow, tension grew and my temper was close to flaring. I truly wondered where that shiny, exuberant gift of mine could be. It felt like hours had already gone by and I still had not discovered the location of what I sought. Alas, over by my dresser, under my cotton-filled princess pillow, a sparkle had caught my eye. Could I have finally landed upon a miracle?

After rushing towards the destination I had programmed in my mind, with ease and excitement, I lifted the pillow slowly. There it was. But, it wasn't what I sought. No. What I was staring at was far worse. It did not bring me joy, instead it brought utter horror. Her eyes which worked harmoniously with its smile mocked me as though it could look right into my soul. Its body remained idle but also remained a threat to my sanity. What was left of my sanity anyways.

My body froze as time seemed to have stood still, there it was laying on the innocent white tiled floor which was stained by its presence. Fear had enveloped me as I realised that the Barbie doll would be the only one accompanying me for this long and dreary night. The agony was impossible to bear.

(349 words)

Karate Kid

First i went to makan. Then played in the arcade for abit baru go watch movie.

Oh yes! It was awesome eventhough it was the 2nd time this holiday that i've sat in the very 1st row. LAWLS~ Thanks for the jacket Barry :) It was a cold day in Brunei today :P

After the movie, we went to the arcade and even K-Box(ed) HAHAHA, You're not a bad rapper Barry ( crazy stalker HAHAHA =p ) xD

The day felt kinda short but it was fun :)

Jaden Smith ( Will smith's son ) is goooooooooooood XD

Hot damn This is my jam~

Just a random title. HAHAHA =p

Yesterday i had an awesome outing with Kyle, Geo, Craig, Edmund and Li Ying after my breakdance class. Which would make 4 girls and two guys. We had dinner at cheezebox.

Barry or should i say Baweeeeeee... came to cheezebox only for a few minutes then had to take off =p

Finally the moment we'd all been waiting for. TOY STORY 3!!!! We sat in the very front row. Who ask you kyle? Last minute buy ticket again lah :P




Toy Story 3 was like the best toy story movie evaaaaaa~! :P But the beginning in the cinema i was confused as to what cartoon was showing =p Probably an advert or something.

After the movie, we went to the arcade. Where else to go right? =p
Li Ying has got complete OWNAGE in shooting hoops :O

I felt so guilty when Geo payed for my food n drinks at cheezebox. But he insisted and payed already so i couldn't stop him. Sigh~ At least i payed for the my own movie ticket (A) =)

We waited at cheezebox for transport. And that was the end of the night :)

Movies

I actually watched this twice. I would rate it a 9/10 =)



Then i watched Shrek which was funny but i would rate it 7/10 =p




Oh, and i had no idea who was the singer at my friend's birthday party till i looked him up on google. Apparently he's called Afgan :P







His singing was alrite. Enjoyable enough (a) =p

Dance

Another passion :)

Hip hop dance



And....

Breakdance :D



This is the baby freeze which was one of the first moves they taught :P

No just no

I will not be sucked into the world of relationships. The only relationship i need is with Him =] Amen!