Friday, November 30, 2007

No comment~

My head is muddled up many mixed emotions right now. It seems that rage makes me like this. I help around the house, with hardly enough rest and yet it is never appreciated *sigh*
Constantly i am being called. There are bickerings and believe it or not...at times there is abuse from my mom. If i do not do as she says or if i stand up to her, she can use anything she gets her hands on. And yet, i cannot hate her. All for one reason and one reason alone. She gave me life. A life i do not regret living as there are many kind souls i have found...many friends..best friends..and my loving brothers and sisters. I am the 7th child. If 7 is a lucky number..why is it i feel unlucky at times.

Yesterday, I was in such a rage that I stayed in my oldest brother's room to get away from my mom. She hit me with a metal tin can which hit my elbow. Just because I watched TV while folding clothes. I even shouted" It's not like i'm not doing any work," She replied" Yea..! But i already said no TV!!" What kind of a holiday is this i thought. Was it hell!? Or somthing worse!? In the end, i wound up cleaning my brother's room at my own will. The room was spotless. Everything was sorted out so neatly. For some reason, my rage also slowly drifted away~ So did my mom's. However.....today was another crazy furious day.

Nonetheless, I look at everyday as a new day with full optimism. After all, I am going to be sleeping over at Vanessa's house tomorrow. Then, in the afternoon, I would be going to the airport with her and her family to Hong Kong. So...I guess all does chores were worth it because i'm going to be away from home for 5 days! These few days will probably be like heaven to me~

~JaNz~

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Monday, November 26, 2007

Hmm...

Let's see...hmmm....About 4 days to Hong Kong Disneyland with Vanessa and her family! =)
Yay~! Was browsing through my phone's inbox messages and saw some interesting messages.
Birthday greetings, good lucks before PMB and many other things...I noticed one message that was most memorable =) It was "Hey Janice! My sister from another mother....." haha...what great fun i had msg-ing before exams with this funny friend of mine!=)

Well..as usual i have been doing house cleaning and awaiting results *gasp* The thought of it just grasps my breath away. Well..now i am off to something a little exciting which is a day at St.Andrews school's fun fair!=)

tata~

~JaNz~

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Grandma's house

Slept late the night before so i was quite lethargic when i woke up this morning.*YAWN*~~
Went to my grandmother's house to pray for the 100th day since she passed away. My eyes hurt like crazy because of all the smoke from the burning of praying paper(i don't know what else to call them).

After the praying, it was the best time! Eating time! Lolz...

Then, I went upstairs to play PS2 and check up on my cousins. I actually fell asleep on one of my cousin's bed when none of them was around. When i awoke, i was surprised to see some of my cousins(all boys) in the room, looking at me. It felt so awkward..haha..At least i don't snore when i sleep..*phew*

Later, I went with my mum to RBA in bandar to get my ticket for Hong Kong. Yes! I finally have it! Finally, after a long boring day back my grandmother's house, i was able to go home. My mum then forced me to learn cantonese so that i could speak at least a little in Hong Kong. If i even switch the channel on TV, my mum would scold me..haha..*torture* [well..not really..=p]

After she left the house, i quickly ran upstairs to the computer.I chatted online then i posted this! =3 Just great~ another thing to add is that my oldest brother just rubbed his head against my back and it was WET!!

~JaNz~

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

An O.K. day?

"WHOA!" I said when i saw that it was already 10:30am when i woke up.I was like "Oh no!Class started already!" SO i rushed to school and unfortunately reached there at 11:30am.Class was over but i met my classmate on the way and she told me that class was cancelled."Whew~ what a relief," i thought. Then, i dared myself to meet the principal to collect $30 for the orphans thingy??

She then asked me to be seated and asked me to go to the finance room to collect the money.In the finance room, i was then asked to go to the religion department.The teacher aand i then went to the finance room once again and went back to the religion department."Man, what an adventure," i thought. It was quite exhausting. Finally after receiving the money, I could go home. However, i did not go home immediately. Instead, i went to have my lunch at Seri Kamayan Restaurant =)

After that, my mum(clean freak..haha..) had to go home and bathe once again.At around 4pm, my mum had to send my sister to work at Borneo Bulletin.We didn't think we would make it on time to RBA, so instead we went to the mall to enquire about B.mobiles. Then, it was off to paying tuition fees. At Ck.Normah's house, we didn't manage to pay the fees but we did manage to pay for food..haha...So, we went to Vanessa's house to give some food to Vanessa's mum and talk about the Hong Kong flight which i will be going with them.Oh~ The joy! While my mum and Van's mum were talking. Van and i talked too...with her lil' sister of course.They were watching cartoons on nickelodeon.Ate chocs too which were offered by Van's sis. We were already outside but we still talked and i showed Van my drawings which i drew using the sketch pad she bought for me. I was astonished that they liked it and Samantha was extremely hyper! Surprisingly, my mum didn't take as long as before and we left at about 7:30pm.

We then picked up my brother, Jason. Ate at the same restaurant again and picked up my sister.Finally, we went back home.And....the rest is history =P

~JaNz~









Monday, November 19, 2007

Same old same old...

Went to school in the morning just so i could hang out with my best friends.But first i had to handle my two annoying little brothers to make sure they get ready for school.When we had to send my 2nd youngest brother to Tasek, i had to walk with him to find his class *sigh*
Only then,i could go to school after sending the youngest off first of course.

At school....

I arrived in 3B and started talking, drinking cola and eating chips.Man, that was quite filling.(i think)..haha..Was also sketching and listening to tall(interesting) tales.At bout 10:30am i had to go to another class as the 3B class was going to begin.So, i went to my class.Unfortunately, my class was occupied by people dating..tsk..tsk..This led me to go to 3E.Remote at first but i waited patiently for my friends' arrival.I spoke to Alicia first.Finally, when caroline came, we talked and she drew a design on my sketch pad which is still not done but at the moment quite attractive...When it was finally 11:30am, i went back to 3B to chat to Sherly~

At 12:30am, she had to go to the bus while i had to wait for my car so i just went downstairs to my usual waiting area.From there, i met caroline.Again, i was back to talking and having fun at it too =3 Suddenly, she took my sketch pad and started to try to finish her drawing again.For some reason, i felt at ease as if there were no worries.It's weird but i can't help it around some people.Not many people can really make me feel at ease even when i am thinking about other things.Hmm...oh well..that's me =)

After caroline left, i still waited for my car so i spoke with Michelle till my mum finally came at 3:30pm.I was furious that she had picked me up over 4 hours late!And yet, i do not regret staying back.I went to eat dinner after my two little brothers were dropped off at an internet cafe.At the restaurant, Vanessa's mum called about the Hong Kong trip.She said my mum had to pay for my flight ticket and a hotel bedroom.This was quite reasonable as Van's mum said she would pay for everything else besides those two things.After the call, my mum had to rush home to send my sister to work.She was late again.Now, i am home alone with my older brother...

*sigh* I have chores to do now so i must go...

~JaNz~

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Workout!

This morning at around 8pm i arrived in school with many of my classmates saying "Happy Belated Birthday" and "BOH! Kau tua udah!"..So i was like "Apakan....-_-=.....umur lima belas saja udah tua...."

Actually we are supposed to have holidays but we have to go to school for an hour only just for A'maths lessons for next year...ZzZzzzz....After the lesson, i went home.I had to (*shudder*) pick my mum's white hair..Then, while watching TV, we both fell asleep.Suddenly i woke up after hearing my brother coming home and he told me that Vivien was already waiting outside!! I was like "OH NO!!I gotta rush!!" .At Fitness Zone,we first played basketball =3 !! Then, it was off to the cycling machine, the thing-ama-jig(walking exercise)...yata....yata...Mostly exercised my leg strength which is why i'm suffering pain now..haha...serves me right for over-exercising i guess =P

After Fitness Zone, me and my bro went all the way to Tutong to Vivien's house.We played basketball again at the Tutong Chung Hwa.It was fun and an amazing experience.Then, we went back to her house again to eat, bathe and read Archie comics..Lolz..My mum picked us up at around 9pm.Later at home....i quickly went online to chat ang again i received "Happy Belated Birthday" greetings.Which led me to what i'm doing now which is blogging...hehe...=D

~JaNz~ =3

Friday, November 16, 2007

Birthday Bash!

15 November....the day i was brought to this world.A world which can be cruel and yet so great at the same time!I have had fun on these two days!(15 n' 16).

15~

At Seri Kamayan restaurant, even with a small amount of friends i would honestly say this year was the best birthday i have ever had for my whole life!It was so cool!Amazing friends,food, bowling and singing like crazy!First,came lunch.Then,came bowling......

Many different scores were seen and abilities were shown.At the party, there was Caroline,Alicia,Vanessa,Rachel,Hui Yi,Chia Yi and my brothers =3 Caroline as the professional photographer was taking great pictures including butts(don't get any wrong ideas)Someone(i dare not say)had an idea where someone had to push the bowling ball instead of throwing them.What bundle of laughter!!Haha...OK...after few hours of bowling,it was back to eating time again!Then,we had singing in a private room till 6pm+ ...haha...After people left and there was only me,Vanessa,Rachel and my bro left.It was crazy time!We finally dared ourselves to singing outloud!(I mean really LOUD!)Rachel loved singing Beautiful by Christina Aguilera,Toxic by Britney Spears,A thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton and many other songs like umbrella by Rihanna.Dinner!We ate again.I know...there was lots of eatin!

After Rachel went home, Vanessa's mum was talking about a trip to Hong Kong Disneyland and asked if i wanted to come.My mum surprisingly said "YES!" Well,depending on my results.After,loading my presents in my mum's car,Van's mum went to talk to my mum and then my mum drove off.Van's mum said i should sleepover at her house.So, they drove me home to pick my clothes and get Van's sis(Sam)'s bag out of my mum's car.Quickly after grabbing all my much needed things,I went back inside Van's car and we drove all the way to her home.We talked and talked till it was 11pm.Then,we were called to drink milo which Van said was a kind of tradition to drink it before going to bed.Haha...Back to her room again....we chatted till 3am.Wow!World's record.Lolz...Finally she went to sleep first.And,i dozed off later..

In the morning,at 8pm,my alarm rang.I rushed to switch it off so i wouldn't wake Van but i tripped on a metal box so Van quickly woke up.Breakfast time!Ate noodles!Yum~
When Van's grandparents arrived,they weren't really surprised to see me because Van's parents had already notified them.We went to mall first together with a mischievous little 5 year old cousin of theirs.He even managed to scare me in the video shop.He was on the other side and slowly put his hand out.I thought it was a ghostly hand and kinda jumped!Second time he did it,i actually slapped his hand and he wanted to kill me..hehe..XD

After awhile at the mall where i saw Tiff,Alicia and Belinda there,we went to ICC for the health expo for an hour.Later,we went to eat lunch at Sing U Me restaurant then i was dropped off at Fitness Zone at bout 2:30pm+ ....I waited for awhile till Vivien came along to give me a 3 day long free trial.First,we practised our shooting.Then,i teamed up with Hui Yi to go against Vivien.Haha..perfect teamwork led us to victory!I followed Vivien's car to go home but first we went to grab a bite.Finally i was home and could open my presents.After having happy moments,my mum had ruined my day by scolding me.However,all those happy moments replaced the anger i had.=)

Tata~

~JaNz~

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Counting down the days

Was thinking and planning on what to do,what to wear and how to make a party successful
Was too lazy to write anything during the past few days too~
Letting time drift...Well, finally my day has come!That is tomorrow!My birthday!
I can just visualize the fun.Maybe even the screams...hahaha...The day after my birthday will be fun too!As i will be going to fitness zone to play basketball, which all my friends know i am totally crazy about!=D

I guess this will be all!~

~JaNz~

Friday, November 9, 2007

Rachel, Vanessa and Me(Janice)

Another fine day to remember...9/11/07 ~

At 1pm, we went to the mall to hang out cause we never hang out together before =p
Was well greeted by Rac and Van(for short).Van's sis tagged along too(Samantha).
First, we went to catch a movie called Bee Movie.I would recommend people to watch it!
It is quite a hilarious movie!=)

After an hour of the movie suddenly there was no electricity..haha...I mean what are the odds of that happening while watching a movie?So...we quickly ran to the restroom.Then, when the electricity went back on, we ran like chicken little back to the cinema room..hehe...Made it in the nick of time!We laughed when we found out one of the characters of the movie was called Vanessa.Van said"Ok, that was uncalled for...haha..."

After the movie, they wanted to shop for nail polish and other female interests...I was so bored yet had so much fun at the same time because I don't go out often.With them i could feel so energetic..well....I do with any friend...hehe...We had to drop off Van's lil' sis at the entrance fast at 3:45pm or her dad would blow!!And he did...he totally bite her head off(not literally but you know what i mean,right?).Of course, she got mad.We even went to Dixy Chicken just to rest and eat.Then, we browsed around the Arcade.We saw this huge group of St.Andrews school students(the group you would not want to meet,EVER!).Trust me, some people were meant to be nice and unfortunately some not.

Finally we went downstairs to wait for Van's mom.Guess what?I also met Albee!I have not seen her for ages!A smart, cute Form 2 friend of mine.Since Van and Rac were occupying themselves i just talked to Albee.When Van's mom arrived we went in the car and Van had a scolding from her mom which isn't rare at all.Rac and me were shivering with fear~Brrr~

"YES!!"i said to myself.Adorably beautiful house with a Basketball Hoop!Hooray!We lay our bags on the table and played basketball!Oh, the joy!The invigorating air!When a truck passed by, for some reason Rac started shouting as if asking for a fight.When the truck stopped, she ran away to hide(laugh!)After an invigorating workout, we went to Van's room to act crazy.We were vain taking lots of pictures together and doing videos of Rac as a puntianak!
To make the video funnier, we put in our own screams of fear!

We ate dinner at about 8pm,quite late...When my mom arrived around 9pm(if i'm not mistaken), She talked or chatted with Van's parents till 11pm!Meanwhile, during that time, we were having pillow fights, telling jokes, playing PS2, etc.Well, my bro mostly played because we were too busy doing what we do best!Having fun!When Rac wanted to use the restroom, she was afraid to go alone(no thanks to Van)because Van said it was haunted..haha...well,that was a good laugh as Van made multiple scary remarks like "make sure u don't look in the mirror as words might appear..mwhaha.."

It was a crazy night, unfortunately there was too many other crazy things we did which i am too lazy to type because it would probably last 24 hours(i think,who knows?)At the end when i really had to go home, Rachel and Vanessa tried dragging me away from the door.I guess the saying really is true,"when your having fun,time really does fly" As my brothers were hungry we went to eat and arrived home past midnight.I only had a few hours of sleep but for some reason i was still hyper at school!My friends wondered what was wrong with me.

Well...I was glad to have another happy day as makes this holiday all the more worthwhile=)

~JaNz~

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Home Alone

Crazy sign?
Crazy world?

Wow!~ Actually home alone on my late father's birthday.How boring is that?Hmmm...


Just letting thoughts drift.....*sigh* Even after letting two days fly by i'm still stuck at home.


~Yawn~ Hopefully tomorrow will be a better and fun day!GOING TO SCHOOL!


OH YEAH!~ Most people would probably think i'm weird.Eagerly wanting to go to school.


Well.....that's because i'm going to meet up with friends^_____^


The best group i have ever known!!!


SAD, aren't i?heehee....well, that's reality =p
Adios~
~JaNz




Monday, November 5, 2007

Fun Day

5/11/07 Ah..a day i truly shall never forget.So much fun and enthusiastic friends!

Let's see....It goes like this.....

Sherly and I followed Rai's car to her house.Typical story.Ate, rested, talked and watched TV.
My friend, Rai's sis even got attached 2 me.Couldn't stop hugging and treated me as if i was a sister.Haha...After hanging around Rai's house for about an hour, we went to Nadia's house.It was huge(as in really BIG)!She had a basketball hoop and swimming pool!The house reminded me of a park!A cool one at that.The six of us first stayed in Nadia's room to talk and do whatever we wanted.Then,we changed.Surprisingly Nadia and Nab were quite open.They would even change in front of us.Lolz.

At the pool...

Rai got out just so that we could jump in together.CANNONBALL!!!!!!SPLASH!!!Mwahaha......
After we came out of the pool, we sang a happy birthday song for Qilah.Nadia made the cake.Delish!We ate mi goreng and little hot dogs too!Oh yeah!And drank soft drinks too!

After that, we had to go back to Rai's house so that we could get our bags.Then we watched TV.After Sherly went home, Rai and me played PS2 and ate dinner.Finally at 7:45pm my mum arrived to pick me up.But, instead of leaving immediately...my mum and Rai's parents chattered til doomsday.Hahaha...well, not everyone gets to meet new faces everyday(or do they?)Well...everything is up to God and fate.Hehe...

Well till next time bloggers!
~JaNz~

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Got peeved!


This is me and caroline during our sports day in April this year.Fun times i must say!I was happy to go to school again even though it was after exams.Even when i was picked up late from school.I was not mad.It was when i had to go around so many places where my mum wasted her time.Makes me frustrated and infuriated.I went home only late at night.The only good thing about today was being around my friends and going on a visit to MV Doulos.We were invited by a korean family that we met onboard the ship yesterday.The parents, Jabez Kim and Grace Kim had a daughter, so beautiful that she looked like a famous korean drama star!(watch out, guys out there!)They asked for our emails and they gave us theirs.Many books bought from that ship.So occupied yet so bored during this holiday.My classmate's birthday today(a royalty to be precise).Sadly, he only invited a limited number of people to his birthday(boys only).At least i finally get to play my all time favourite sport(basketball).Invited to fitness zone by my sisters' boyfriend sis(confused?)!Should be fun!Also invited to the mall by a friend i recently made in september at my ex-tuition.Fun and great person.Can be over-hyperactive at times, from another school.A school i think is so much fun!St.andrews school!I'm confused.Do we need religion?Maybe?I'm still not sure what my purpose is?I think Christianity is great!I made many friends who are and they are all quite pleasant to be with.However, i was born a buddhist and my mum has strong will towards this religion.My brother thinks religion was created by the vanity of man.Possibly true?I asked him"How was earth created?"he replied"Why,the Big Bang of course!There were many chemicals that mixed together to form humans and the earth!".Hmmm......i thought to myself.He has a scientific explanation for everthing as he only believes things proven by science.But how do miracles happen?Is it just plain luck?Maybe?But i think luck alone is not enough to save a person from near death experiences.
Well, I am off.I must attend a little snooze....Zzzz.....